Stricken Sounds

I bet those are 6 words you wouldn’t expect a guy to say in response to the age old question of what I chose if I could have anything in the world. Sadly yes, if there was one thing in this world that I haven’t had the pleasure of experiencing it would be a relationship. Part of this is my fault because I find myself being too selective and not giving people the chances I should give them. All the time I wish I could have somebody at home waiting for me when I get off work. Not just for that reason but just the feeling that somebody needs me in their life is enough for me to be happy living in a cardboard box as long as I was with that person. Unfortunately, I’m a dreamer. I fantasize about being in the perfect relationship living the fairy tale and having the perfect family and it kills me whenever I see all these couples around here so happy being with each other because it’s something I really want, my sister, for instance. Her boyfriend treats her like shes a queen and they are so in love with each other you can literally see the pain in her eyes whenever he goes home. That’s the kind of love I want in my life. I’m almost 24 years old so hopefully somebody will eventually pass by me and say “Hey, you’re cute!”